“Concretely, abandonment to the will of God consists of finding HIS purpose for you in all the people, events, and circumstances you encounter. If God tears up your beautiful game plan and leads you into a valley instead of onto a mountaintop, it is because He wants you to discover HIS plan, which is more beautiful than anything you or I could have dreamed up. The response of trust is “Thank you, Jesus,” even if it is said through clenched teeth.”
(Brennen Manning)
This one made me think – and made me realize exactly that…
My beautiful game plan has been torn to shreds…but I think I am slowly opening my eyes and enjoying the valley for what it is – beautiful and wonderful – and while not quite as breathtaking as the mountain – amazing and inspiring nonetheless. While this valley is more demanding…this valley will mold me into the person I am meant to be. My heart will thaw, my eyes will see, my world will open – and I will be the better for it. I will be a better person, mother and wife for never going to the mountain.
And while I’m getting all philosophical and teary eyed – who am I kidding about ever wanting the views from the mountain – I’m afraid of heights anyway!!!
Our boys are our joy - Muffin Man and Tator Baby.
They are beautiful and happy and perfect - and Tator just happens to have Autism.
This is our life.
These are our stories.
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